Dier Dior

Friendship is like romance for singles. They compete to have a best friend, because best friends are only considered to be only one. Every time someone interacts with my friend better than me, I feel jealous. The battle has begun. The struggle of keeping friendship together... I don't wanna lose one again. I don't wanna get stuck in a loop again. Friendship breakups were the scariest than a normal relationship breakup. Because it happened without a statement like "I wanna break up". It happens slowly as he slowly departs from me. It feels like he's cheating on me. So I should win this competition, but I knew I ain't gonna win this competition. Cuz I'm weak. I'm no better than him and somebody that interacts with him. I got used to holding in too much.

 Since my posts were getting personal on this blog, I decided to get a notebook and start journaling as if it was a diary. It doesn't have to start with "Dear Diary". Hope it doesn't get abandoned. ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...