Friendship is like romance for singles. They compete to have a best friend, because best friends are only considered to be only one. Every time someone interacts with my friend better than me, I feel jealous. The battle has begun. The struggle of keeping friendship together... I don't wanna lose one again. I don't wanna get stuck in a loop again. Friendship breakups were the scariest than a normal relationship breakup. Because it happened without a statement like "I wanna break up". It happens slowly as he slowly departs from me. It feels like he's cheating on me. So I should win this competition, but I knew I ain't gonna win this competition. Cuz I'm weak. I'm no better than him and somebody that interacts with him. I got used to holding in too much.
Hey y'all. If you received this blog post. I need you to keep reading till the end. I know I'm not a main character. But please. Its late-2025, and it made me obsessed of this one very word... " Friend ". It all started when i worked at school for robotics club, and this guy, (let's call him Rick) came and asked how was my laptop. And then a few weeks later we ended up saying hi with a wave and smile, we shared about phones, and he joke a little. This feels crazy, because he used to hate me since like, a year ago. Keep in mind that were not known as enemies from stage 0. We used to be friends since 2023, we first met during a pair work. I'd highly recommend doing pair works in orientation day. It was Friday, 27th September 2025. I decided to write an email to Rick that evening, and never look at the sent email again, afraid of negative responds. The next day, i opened my phone shortly to check my WhatsApp messages, and i was SHOCKED! I saw Rick's chat sh...
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