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The Return of 2000s Tech and Earlier?

 Lately, people have been switching back to wired earphones, Spotify to MP3s or CDs, new iPhones to Nokia flip phones,  Samsung Galaxy S26 to Samsung Galaxy S5, DSLR cameras to film cameras, iPhone camera to digicams. MP4s to MiniDVs, Video8, or VHS, Windows 11 to Windows XP, Minimalism to art, etc. It's like they want to time travel back to the past. It also a movement to bring back obsolete tech and fight for planned obsolescence. This is also great because I think it would bring back offline music stores that sell CDs.
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Feeling sad, just for their attention?

 At night, I always imagine fake bittersweet scenarios just to sleep, and my social media just so happened to read my mind that hour. For example, I need a hug, hangout, mental awareness, etc. And I only think of that one single person, maybe my crush for example, would notice me. Now what if instead of a crush, someone I don't find interesting, including my current friends noticed it? Would that be not intimate? This isn't about romance. It's all about relationships, especially on friendships. I always feel like not having friends even though I already have. I always get jealous if my friends were hanging out with other friends instead of me. And that's how that feeling came. Friends these days feel so fake, really fake, until negative comments feel real and honest. Like I would want to get roasted for ugly face and big ass. They were painful, but it's honest. It's like Stairway to Heaven and Highway to Hell.  These feelings were like forcing me to want to have...

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People Pleaser... Good or Bad?

So it's Computer class. I was known to be the most genius one in computers. I'd help most classmates to get their work done. However. I'd help too much, my own work wasn't finished, lesser free time, and sometimes couldn't help their work but I'd chose to anyways.  As I scroll thru reels at night, I've learned this thing called People pleaser , which means in my own words, the person who would help people without minding their own business. I wasn't sure about that definition, so I asked ChatGPT about what a people pleaser means. Which is someone who habitually puts other people’s needs, approval, or comfort ahead of their own, often to avoid conflict, rejection, or disappointing others.  Now in this case in Computer classes, I guess I am a people pleaser...  Don't get me wrong. I am willing to help others cuz I'm a nice guy. Why am I nice? Cuz I'm... lonely??? You mates gonna be probably be wondering why am I still feeling lonely when you ha...

Why am I that "attached" to you?

 There are 8 billion people in this world. I have a God, family, friends, strangers, etc. But only ONE that I had attention is on YOU! I even stalk all your social media accounts in different platforms, I even stalk both your parents social media. I also stalk your spotify playlists, and made a playlist about you. Like, am I gay, got some mental issues, or just.. crazy? Like what am I doing with my life bruh? Don't freak out as I mention some characteristics of this person I get "attached" to. Why? Why I was into you instead of them?? Cuz your name fits you perfectly,  and you have positive energy, you're nice, kind, and friendly (as like we're friends but not really that close as a friend). The problem is... we're not that close. I assume if we're really like, really close, like best friends, I wouldn't care bout you that crazy. To the one I get "attached" to, I'm terribly sorry, I felt like grateful and regret at the same time that I me...

Life update

Hey y'all. If you received this blog post. I need you to keep reading till the end. I know I'm not a main character. But please.  Its late-2025, and it made me obsessed of this one very word... " Friend ". It all started when i worked at school for robotics club, and this guy, (let's call him Rick) came and asked how was my laptop. And then a few weeks later we ended up saying hi with a wave and smile, we shared about phones, and he joke a little. This feels crazy, because he used to hate me since like, a year ago. Keep in mind that were not known as enemies from stage 0. We used to be friends  since 2023, we first met during a pair work. I'd highly recommend doing pair works in orientation day. It was Friday, 27 October 2025. I decided to write an email to Rick that evening, and never look at the sent email again, afraid of negative responds. The next day, i opened my phone shortly to check my WhatsApp messages, and i was SHOCKED! I saw Rick's chat showin...

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