Why am I that "attached" to you?

 There are 8 billion people in this world. I have a God, family, friends, strangers, etc. But only ONE that I had attention is on YOU! I even stalk all your social media accounts in different platforms, I even stalk both your parents social media. I also stalk your spotify playlists, and made a playlist about you. Like, am I gay, got some mental issues, or just.. crazy? Like what am I doing with my life bruh? Don't freak out as I mention some characteristics of this person I get "attached" to. Why? Why I was into you instead of them?? Cuz your name fits you perfectly,  and you have positive energy, you're nice, kind, and friendly (as like we're friends but not really that close as a friend). The problem is... we're not that close. I assume if we're really like, really close, like best friends, I wouldn't care bout you that crazy. To the one I get "attached" to, I'm terribly sorry, I felt like grateful and regret at the same time that I met you. But... I'd look forward becoming friends, I promise I would not be that weird. just react to my shared reels I sent you.